Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Leave Us One Last Weekend

      Today marked the end of our academic semester at Temple Rome. On Sunday, we’re all heading in different directions. Most of us go back to the glorious USA, others jet off across the globe for a few more weeks of bliss, and I get to welcome my incredible family into Italy. Things are about to change in a million different ways; with that in mind, I know I need to take a breath before it all to write this down. I’m done with finals, officially a senior, and school’s out for summer. How did I end up right here?


     It feels like my dad just dropped me off in the departures terminal at PHL. I had so many expectations for what this semester would bring into my life. Now, in the final days, I realize there’s no way I could have ever anticipated this. It was a mixture of total highs and complete lows that left no time for hesitating or looking back. I spent four months breathing fire. It’s hard to imagine what life is going to be like after all of this; some things we just can't control. I feel like there’s been an entire lifetime between December and May. And holy shit, it was fun.


     I assume at some point I’ll move on and grow out of hanging off the edge of every moment, but right now I just can’t seem to let it go. I have three days and four nights left to be with these people. I’ve gone through so many different emotions leading up to the end of this week. It's scary to think I might never feel this free again; that this sensation could fade away and I'll end up wishing for it back the rest of my life. But all things go and you have to have faith that the universe will unfold as it should. All I can do is make the absolute most of these final moments. I love this city and these kids too much to waste time feeling sad about leaving them behind. After all, the only good part of saying goodbye is the party right beforehand.

So tonight, and tomorrow, and the next day, we’ll pour some liquor out for this life that’s about to end. 




Snap chats from Australia.







Justin Bieber








my portrait by the amazing Erin Holberg!
My final project for sketchbook.
A charcoal of Olivia.
Kyle's charcoal portrait of me!
What I have to look forward to in Philly.
This boy too! 
And a whole lot of great people! And warm weather :)
I actually miss these fools.
See you on the other side. 

Sunday, April 14, 2013

I Wanna Go To Ibiza


      My trip to Ibiza started off by having to pick up the trail of socks Avery left behind him while he screamed like a little girl and sprinted towards Gate 15. I’ve never had to run through an airport to catch a flight before this and I have to admit it was sort of thrilling. Casey, Tom, Avery, and I arrived a little late to the airport and with only one person working the Visa Check desk, being a little late turned into cutting it extremely close. Ibiza is, as Tom described it, “Avery’s World Series”. Even if it took palming a woman’s face out of the way, he was going to make that flight. I won’t confirm if it came down to that, but the kid wasn’t taking any chances. You see, the thing with living this kind of lifestyle is once you start, you don't slow down and you can’t just stop. There is no red light; there is no off switch. In the end, we made the flight. We made it to the World Series.


Ibiza is paradise- delicious, tropical paradise. The water is crystal clear, the mountains are stunning, and the food is fantastic. It is actually the perfect island. We stayed in Hotel Simbad: a trendy place nestled in a cove with a pool that ran right along the Mediterranean Sea. We ate authentic paella and pan amb oli that easily tops the list of delicious food we've been able to indulge in this semester.


We planned this trip back in February as our last hoorah of the semester- the perfect sendoff for an unreal semester abroad. The fact that it’s come and gone makes the realization that we have exactly two weeks left of this lifestyle painfully clear. Even though that’s true, I couldn’t have asked for a better final trip. The weather was perfect and the company was just right for the occasion. We spent our days lounging by the pool drinking Sangria and swimming in the Mediterranean Sea amongst an array of tiny sailboats. I could spend forever in that crystal water just floating around; it didn’t seem real. I even sunbathed topless. Why? Because I was on an island off the coast of Spain, and because why not?


Friday night, I watched one of the most beautiful sunsets I’ve ever seen from edge of the hotel pool. It was entirely sublime- I wish I could feel that way forever. I’ve come to realize how much I like being the people we are over here, the people we are right now. If it were possible to live in a specific moment for the rest of my life, that sunset would be a serious contender.



Ibiza is a beautiful island that might as well be the geographical equivalent of sunshine, but what it’s known for happens when that light turns out.  Ibiza, aka the party island: paradise for house music lovers and the number one destination for raging.  It's easy to see why we had to make this trip before we left Europe. Ibiza is home to more than a few world famous nightclubs that Avery has been dreaming about for longer than most people have even known what bass is. This is where Pacha Ibiza comes in. When Tom asked Avery what his problem was in response to his nonstop pacing before we left for the club, Avery said, “I don’t have a problem. I have a destiny”.
Pacha knows what it’s doing, and holy shit, it does it well. The place was packed, the place was electric, the place swallowed you whole. We started dancing when we walked in and didn’t stop until we walked out around 4:30am.


While we were inside, I had the pleasure of hearing arguably the most transcendent monologue ever spoken in a nightclub. The topic? Michael. From my strobe light filled memory, the general idea went along these lines: “Take a moment to thank god for Michael Jackson. He was the trendsetter; he made this night happen. He refused to allow other people to decide his boundaries. It was Michael that taught us how to be alive, how to love each other, and how to peak and never fall back down”. And then we dance. The next day Avery threw up house music. It was lime green and made the floor shake.

I've spent too much time hungover in foreign airports.
Ibiza is a whole different level of living. It’s an alternate reality that has me begging to go back again soon; it was the perfect end to a perfect chain of trips. Two more weeks until all of us have to wake up from this dream. Deep breaths, just take deep breaths.

Cross all of this off my bucket list:















Sunburn in the making. See below.
Post falling asleep in the sun-ouch, ouch, ouch.